Lately, like a crazy person, I’ve been turning down job opportunities.
One of them – a job selling ads for a local magazine - might offer some opportunities to grow with a publication. But it would probably shut doors for freelancing locally.
Part of me says, "What're you, crazy? Ground floor opportunity, here!”
But what’s crazier? Accepting a job that helps a magazine I really like, that might pay pretty well, but completely shuts doors to competing publications, or turning down a job offer that will take me off of a course I’ve waited for years to get on? I’ve done a lot of off-roading in my career.
What if I accepted the position in ad sales and found that I was really good at it? Would my freelancing career get derailed because all my time was consumed with making heaps of money? Would it really even be an opportunity – or just the end of an opportunity?
But still. It’s hard to say no...
I shouldn't do this. I shouldn't. It's not what I want. All my reservations are valid; the feeling in my stomach when I contemplate this job just reinforces my hesitance to accept it.
So for this week, at least, I’m going with “no” on the ad sales.
It would be different if I would be doing more than just selling ads. Editing, or helping with production, planning issues, writing....
Monday, October 1, 2007
Posted by Carolyn Erickson at 1:17 PM